| LET
us go then, you and I, |
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| When the evening is
spread out against the sky |
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| Like a patient etherised
upon a table; |
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| Let us go, through
certain half-deserted streets, |
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| The muttering retreats |
5 |
| Of restless nights in
one-night cheap hotels |
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| And sawdust restaurants
with oyster-shells: |
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| Streets that follow like
a tedious argument |
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| Of insidious intent |
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| To lead you to an
overwhelming question... |
10 |
| Oh, do not ask, "What is
it?" |
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| Let us go and make our
visit. |
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| |
| In the room the women
come and go |
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| Talking of Michelangelo. |
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| |
| The yellow fog that rubs
its back upon the window-panes, |
15 |
| The yellow smoke that
rubs its muzzle on the window-panes |
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| Licked its tongue into
the corners of the evening, |
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| Lingered upon the pools
that stand in drains, |
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| Let fall upon its back
the soot that falls from chimneys, |
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| Slipped by the terrace,
made a sudden leap, |
20 |
| And seeing that it was a
soft October night, |
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| Curled once about the
house, and fell asleep. |
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| |
| And indeed there will be
time |
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| For the yellow smoke that
slides along the street, |
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| Rubbing its back upon the
window-panes; |
25 |
| There will be time, there
will be time |
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| To prepare a face to meet
the faces that you meet; |
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| There will be time to
murder and create, |
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| And time for all the
works and days of hands |
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| That lift and drop a
question on your plate; |
30 |
| Time for you and time for
me, |
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| And time yet for a
hundred indecisions, |
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| And for a hundred visions
and revisions, |
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| Before the taking of a
toast and tea. |
|
| |
| In the room the women
come and go |
35 |
| Talking of Michelangelo. |
|
| |
| And indeed there will be
time |
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| To wonder, "Do I dare?"
and, "Do I dare?" |
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| Time to turn back and
descend the stair, |
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| With a bald spot in the
middle of my hair-- |
40 |
| [They will say: "How his
hair is growing thin!"] |
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| My morning coat, my
collar mounting firmly to the chin, |
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| My necktie rich and
modest, but asserted by a simple pin-- |
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| [They will say: "But how
his arms and legs are thin!"] |
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| Do I dare |
45 |
| Disturb the universe? |
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| In a minute there is time |
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| For decisions and
revisions which a minute will reverse. |
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| |
| For I have known them all
already, known them all:-- |
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| Have known the evenings,
mornings, afternoons, |
50 |
| I have measured out my
life with coffee spoons; |
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| I know the voices dying
with a dying fall |
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| Beneath the music from a
farther room. |
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| So how should I
presume? |
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| |
| And I have known the eyes
already, known them all-- |
55 |
| The eyes that fix you in
a formulated phrase, |
|
| And when I am formulated,
sprawling on a pin, |
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| When I am pinned and
wriggling on the wall, |
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| Then how should I begin |
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| To spit out all the
butt-ends of my days and ways? |
60 |
| And how should I
presume? |
|
| |
| And I have known the arms
already, known them all-- |
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| Arms that are braceleted
and white and bare |
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| [But in the lamplight,
downed with light brown hair!] |
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| It is perfume from a
dress |
65 |
| That makes me so digress? |
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| Arms that lie along a
table, or wrap about a shawl. |
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| And should I then
presume? |
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| And how should I begin? |
|
|
. . . . . |
| Shall I say, I have gone
at dusk through narrow streets |
70 |
| And watched the smoke
that rises from the pipes |
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| Of lonely men in
shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows?... |
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| |
| I should have been a pair
of ragged claws |
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| Scuttling across the
floors of silent seas. |
|
|
. . . . . |
| And the afternoon, the
evening, sleeps so peacefully! |
75 |
| Smoothed by long fingers, |
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| Asleep ... tired ... or
it malingers, |
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| Stretched on the floor,
here beside you and me. |
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| Should I, after tea and
cakes and ices, |
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| Have the strength to
force the moment to its crisis? |
80 |
| But though I have wept
and fasted, wept and prayed, |
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| Though I have seen my
head [grown slightly bald] brought in upon a platter, |
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| I am no prophet--and
here's no great matter; |
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| I have seen the moment of
my greatness flicker, |
|
| And I have seen the
eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker, |
85 |
| And in short, I was
afraid. |
|
| |
| And would it have been
worth it, after all, |
|
| After the cups, the
marmalade, the tea, |
|
| Among the porcelain,
among some talk of you and me, |
|
| Would it have been worth
while, |
90 |
| To have bitten off the
matter with a smile, |
|
| To have squeezed the
universe into a ball |
|
| To roll it toward some
overwhelming question, |
|
| To say: "I am Lazarus,
come from the dead, |
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| Come back to tell you
all, I shall tell you all"-- |
95 |
| If one, settling a pillow
by her head, |
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| Should say: "That is
not what I meant at all. |
|
| That is not it, at
all." |
|
| |
| And would it have been
worth it, after all, |
|
| Would it have been worth
while, |
100 |
| After the sunsets and the
dooryards and the sprinkled streets, |
|
| After the novels, after
the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor-- |
|
| And this, and so much
more?-- |
|
| It is impossible to say
just what I mean! |
|
| But as if a magic lantern
threw the nerves in patterns on a screen: |
105 |
| Would it have been worth
while |
|
| If one, settling a pillow
or throwing off a shawl, |
|
| And turning toward the
window, should say: |
|
| "That is not it at all, |
|
| That is not what I
meant, at all." |
110 |
|
. . . . . |
| No! I am not Prince
Hamlet, nor was meant to be; |
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| Am an attendant lord, one
that will do |
|
| To swell a progress,
start a scene or two, |
|
| Advise the prince; no
doubt, an easy tool, |
|
| Deferential, glad to be
of use, |
115 |
| Politic, cautious, and
meticulous; |
|
| Full of high sentence,
but a bit obtuse; |
|
| At times, indeed, almost
ridiculous-- |
|
| Almost, at times, the
Fool. |
|
| |
| I grow old ... I grow
old... |
120 |
| I shall wear the bottoms
of my trousers rolled. |
|
| |
| Shall I part my hair
behind? Do I dare to eat a peach? |
|
| I shall wear white
flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach. |
|
| I have heard the mermaids
singing, each to each. |
|
| |
| I do not think that they
will sing to me. |
125 |
| |
| I have seen them riding
seaward on the waves |
|
| Combing the white hair of
the waves blown back |
|
| When the wind blows the
water white and black. |
|
| |
| We have lingered in the
chambers of the sea |
|
| By sea-girls wreathed
with seaweed red and brown |
130 |
| Till human voices wake
us, and we drown. |
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